What tabs are open on your browser right now?

When I think of my browser - how it looks every time I open up my computer - I know that the tabs I have open are the same as the tabs I have open in my semi-mind. Even if it's not conscious. Which is why I call it my "semi-mind." How does it feel to close a couple of them? Maybe scary, like you'll miss out, or lose something. But trying to trust long enough to realize how the tabs upped my anxiety is worth it. Then I can hop back on... selectively. How does it feel for you?